hurm....i like this one guy..
my heart beats faster when i see him..
i saw him last Saturday..
all of a sudden, myself became chaos..hectic..clumsy
" You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling..
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love, in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love, in love
So in love with you.."-Fergie-Clumsy
when me become like this, it means I like someone..
and yes i like him..but I'm afraid to start a new relationship maybe because of my past
sometimes the other part of me says
'syahirah..wut is done, is done..
wut is past, just let it be..'
but it takes so much times to forget the past..
first cut is the deepest..
my deepest wound still 'hurt'..
it hurts me..it hurts me a lot..and it scares me too to start a new chapter of r/ship..
REALLY!
and wut can i do now is keep telling myself..
he has someone else that he can call her as his girlfriend
so that i can lose hopes!
Oh God, i need YOU the most!
